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:: everybody's changing ::

2005-05-13T13:33:00.000-07:00

:: What is fashion ::

2005-05-05T13:16:00.000-07:00

Fashion separate people into groups. hmm.. How true... Fashion is revealing. Clothes reveal what groups people are in. In secondary school, groups have names: "goths, skaters, preps, herbs." Styles show who you are, but they also create stereotypes and distance between groups. For instance, a businessman might look at a boy with green hair and multiple piercings as a freak and outsider. But to another person, the boy is a strict conformist. He dresses a certain way to deliver the message of rebellion and separation, but within that group, the look is uniform. Acceptance or rejection of a style is a reaction to the society we live in. Fashion is a language which tells a story about the person who wears it. So peepx whut is fashion to yuh? Tag me aiight.

peace one love

:: confused and lost ::

2005-04-26T23:43:00.000-07:00

holla peeps how are yuh guys? how abt maself...? bad i guess... im confused and lost... walaupun terukirnya senyuman di pipi, itu semua hanya berpura-pura +sigh+ entah lah geng dunnoe whutx happening in ma life... yes i do feel like shit... a pile of shit to be precised... +smack ma head+ to aH'dan and aH'bie... aku sowie kerana tak turun training, bukan aku taknak tapi mase tak mengizin kan... seriously aku takde mood nak main pentas... aku main fer the sake of main je not to enjoy maself... aku tak tahu ah geng... but sowie kerna tak trun.... aku betul2 sowie... its been a long time since i met with the g2j guys... mebbe im too busy with work... my world is now evolving ma work at dpex... mebbe coz i wan to ferget a recent negative thing tat happen to me... shall no elaborate on that... missing yuh taking care peepx

peace one love

:: the comeback? mebbe

2005-04-16T09:26:00.000-07:00

holla peepx... how are yuh guys out dere... sowie fer not updating ma blog fer such a long time... guess whut? my pc is down... ROAR... hehehe but itx ok now... coz i bought maself a laptop oreadi... wee~ hehehe whut else... change to cable maxolnline too... itx dARn fast... i think coz been using broadband fer aong time... so cable is smth new to me... hehehe hmmm bought a new shoe also... haiz... aku chop duit agaknye wAhahaha hmmm tax it fer now... no in da nood actually...

missing somebody... :.(

peace one love

:: tired, darn tired ::

2005-03-24T19:29:00.000-08:00

holla peepx... itx been a long time since i create an entry here... ma god... im jux so busy with werk and exams... +sigh+ but life goes on i guess... this is jux part and parcel of life... im left with one paypuh only thatx on mon the 28th of march... then i wannuh concentrate on werk and wifey... hahaha... oh ya... wannuh noe abt ma family chalet last week?? it was fun!!!! +laugh out loud+ waahhahaha its been a long time since we had a family gathering where almost everybody is there... we chatted, swim, play games, etc... it was darn darn fun... +giggles+ right after the chalet im down to business and study... the next day was ma first paypuh... it was alrightx... (no more retaking subjects please) boo hoo hoo... +wipe ma tearx+ ok lah peepx gotta run... nak pi sembahyang jumaat!! wahahaha rare to hear that frm me yuh...

peace one love

:: senang hati ::

2005-03-17T09:40:00.000-08:00

wee~ i got a job geng... hehehe +chuckles+ today is ma first day... gerek geng... although its tiring but it is worth it... its been a long time since i had ma hands on a job... i like to keep it tat way... wanna make money... not to spent (a little bit of coz... hehehe +evil laugh+) but i wanna save up... utk aper? wahahaha adelah... in two years time i guess... wee~ cant wait till tat very moment... hehehe... but i will be jeopardizing ma time with my wifey... dear im sorry if u feel neglected in a way or two but trust me i love yuh no mattuh wat... hanya dikau yg bertahta di hati ku ini... i hope yuh understand ma position dear... but im sure... we will go thru this together ya? neway had a fren of mine who misses her bf so much... envy thut kind of relationship but of coz i love mine!!!!! none can be bettuh than mine! wee~ k lah thatx it for now peeps... taking care yuh all

peace one love

:: full of regrets ::

2005-03-14T05:03:00.000-08:00

just finish watching "hanyut", a malay drama series based on true life stories. it depicts the doings of malay teenagers nowadays and the aftermath... i seldom watch thut drama coz it reflects on me too much... too much +sigh+ just now was about tattoo... the feeling of regret overcame me... and all i can tell yuh, the feelings suckx big time... although one of ma tattoo was lasered off but the scar is still there... and one more tattoo caused a defect on ma skin... it is visible to the public in fact... +tears rolled down+ i really regret doin those tattoos... buat pakai duit... tapi ilang kan lagi pakai duit... i wasted $3K ++ of ma parents' money... and like i said before... i never did anything to make them proud yet... i hope one day i will... insyallah... now ma body parts like ma hands, both of them, and ma thigh were scarred and ugly! yeah ugly is the word to use... this is ma advice to yer peeps who thinks that tattoo is cool... im referring to the Muslims... it aint cool and u will make someone indirectly or directly hurt by doing a tattoo... not only thut but also the society will look at yuh different as though yuh are an alien from god noes whut planet... yuh might said it's body art to yuh but does the society noe yer real intention of having a tattoo...? think about it guys... i went thru a period of hell of doing and removing the tattoo... Namun ini hanyalah teguran ataupun nasihat dari seorang insan yang amat kesal akan tindak lakunya... Sekalian mungkin berkata, "Dia sendiri buat, dia pulak nak nasihat kan org." Ahkir kata, terpulang kepada individu... Amin.

peace one love

:: a new member ::

2005-03-10T06:03:00.000-08:00

holla peeps... wannuh know whut??... exams are round the corner... darn... but i will make sure i pass all ma paypuh... i bettuh do... been slacking too much fer the pass 3 semesters..+sigh+ it seems thut every entry of mine, i kept sighing... sighing is bad!! muahhahahahah +evil laugh+ argh whutever it is, i wunt stwess maself too much coz it gonna affect ma preparation fer ma exams... study smart and hard i suppose... wee~ thats thut... hey hey... g2j got a new member!! aH'fifi aka yan kecik... wahahaha... just got to noe him when he joined pst... kecik guy hahaha but can "click" with us... a guy full of creative ideas... ceh ceh... +chuckles+ i hope g2j remains yah... now gt 9 members... expand further?? depends i guess... aiight then... taking care yuh

peace one love

:: friendship - g2j ::

2005-03-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

harrow peeps... just another day with another grief i can tell yuh... +sigh+ in fact im tired of sighing... no joke about that... we used to be one, one united "family" but now i can see the crack between as... ibarat kaca yg retak... if the crack is not amended soon... the friendship will jus be hanging down there... all the memories are sweet but how i wish i cud relive the moments... +feelingx down+ its like from one big group, one by one drifted apart...

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wahai teman,

jgn lah engkau lupa akan kenangan kita bersama. kita tidak pernah menghalang engkau ke mana2 ataupun dgn siapa... cuma aku ingin kita semua bersatu... tanpa perasaan amarah atau dendam! tetapi malangnya kenangan hanyalah kenangan... aku pasti takkan dapat kita seperti dulu, keakraban kita ibarat isi dan kuku... malangnya sekali kita sudah tidak seperti dahulu... fikirkan lah...

:: mix of feelings ::

2005-03-03T09:05:00.000-08:00

holla...

im confused... dan confused i tell yuh guys... ma father jez bought me ma dweam handphone nk 7610!! but there is a mix of feelings running in me... it has been taunting me till now, composing this very entry... +sigh+ why? yes... of curse im vary delighted when ma father offer me to buy the phone but... on the other hand... i feel bad that i haven been a good son... mebbe a feeling of guilt... ma father trying his best to make up fer his past mistakes by buying me a new phone but whut have i done to repay his kindness by far? NONE! haiz... +sihg again+ it bothers me now and then after buying the phone... whut ma wife said mebbe true... sometimes i dun appreciate ma dear ones... im sorry sayang... pomish i will slowly change k... god pomish... +smiles+ neway this gonna be ma last hp till im truly werking... tml i will be starting the mc cafe job... all the best to me i hope... +peace+ hehehe but ma resolution fer now is to appreciate my dear ones more... and repay their kindness... i wanna work and make money so i wun depend on ma parents so much... not my ego talking... but i pity ma father;s situation now since he got retrencehd not long ago... +sigh again+ thats fer now, too many sighing... taking care yuh...

peace one love

:: another entry fer another day ::

2005-03-02T08:21:00.000-08:00

holla... im darn bored... kinda miss ma wife EmELia... +smack ma forehead+ been a litlle lazy nowadays... like to laze around...hmm whuts happening to mua... darn... neway fergot to update about the dikir comp... we lose, as expected... dgr dgr aku nye tepuk sepuluh je yg dgr main anak... +stickx tongue out+ lepakzzz... i hope all ma projects presentation will be due soon... the sooner the bettuh... so many presentation to do... being in business, must wear formal... although it is nice to wear formal at times BUT its so hot... next week need to wear blazer... +sigh+ darn... so hows life fer me?? hmm getting bettuh i suppose... yeah whut more can i ask for... on top of all im a happy go lucky... but money is just been mothering me... i wanna werk... argh wanna go interview arh tml... hehehe... hope i get the job... i gt the McCafe job tapi the pay is not thut high though... mebbe i cant be choosy but i have to... FnB is just not ma cup of tea i suppose... ok lah peeps till here only... signing off... peace

peace one love

:: kawan Berubah ::

2005-02-28T09:45:00.000-08:00

hey peeps... +sigh+ so many things happen so fast, unfortunately, people cant accept the changes too fast... do yuh tink so peeps...? fer me... i will accept but please dun change too fast... +sigh and shake ma head+

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engkau terlalu mengikut kan karenah seseorang hingga kau sendiri terbawa-bawa... kenape? sudah lah wahai insan, sedarlah... jgn lah engkau berubah sekelip mata dgn begitu pantas... dgn ade seseorang di dalam hidup engkau... engkau lupe akan teman yang sentiase di sisi mu selama ini sebelom dia wujud... engaku cepat berang engkau cepat marah... marah berteraskan menjiwai karenah teman baru engkau... aku tak mengerti... engaku persalahkan orang lain kerana dia... tapi pernah kah engkau lihat kesilapan dirinya... bila orang tegur akan karenah teman baru engkau... selagi upaya engkau menegak kan apa yang kau fikir benar... apa yang engkau fikir benar tak semestinya benar... tapi hanya illusi dunia... wahai teman... fikir kan lah

Ps. Nie cume nak feeling2 jek... jgn marah huh...

peace one love

:: bahasa seribu bahasa ::

2005-02-28T09:42:00.000-08:00

hmm.. aku lupa lah dalam dunia ni kaulah org paling baik... tak pernah buat benda jahat... tak rasa pun kau pernah terfikir nak buat benda jahat.. well~~ kalau dah buat tu mengaku suah ah.. step tak pernah lakz.. tapi terpulang ah pada kau, kau pun dah besar peh... dah tahu bezakan mana putih mana hitam.. kau memang power ah... aku tak nak cakap pape lagi ah...
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minta maaf kalau ada sesiapa yg terasa.. bak pepatah sapa makan cili dia terasa pedas... tapi lain kali kalau tak tahan pedas jgn makan cili.. makan lah tomato.. wakakakaka... kalau tak percaya bleh tanya spider.. dgr2 member kluar hanyut.. lu power ah geng.. *MARVELLOUS*
taking care~~

:: one after another ::

2005-02-27T09:15:00.000-08:00

whutx happening now? +shake ma head+ after one then came another... first of all... we did bad as expected... in particular i played the anak rebana like shitty... tak dgr langsung... mebbe the mic system meebe it is juz mua... +sigh+ this was the result of inadequate training? i guess so... but its ok... its the experience that i will never ferget... every comp is an experience fer me to improve maself... told faizal then i wanna out of panjy or mebbe a long break again... but i was taunted back by his msg... haiz... i dunno whut i wan now... really...+confused and giving up+ then came the love story... i love her truly but why it doesnt seem to be a smooth ride... i do love her all ma heart... had plan fer the future... but nth is impossible i guess... i will try ma very best to be the one fer her... no mattuh whut it takes... i simply love her... oh Tuhan... restui lah hubungan kami... insyallah berkekalan ke akhir hayat amin...

Ps. Bee, im sorry fer everything...

peace one love

:: dikir barat again? ::

2005-02-24T09:35:00.000-08:00

holla peeps... wannuh noe whut peeps... like i said before in ma earlier entries, ma life is evolving around dikir... oh well it darn true... now busy with dikir again... oh ma god!! cant believe it maself... however it wasnt as busy, like training in Tp fer the openhouse... ma life getting bettuh i guess... hehe i loike! wee~ neway today im done with all ma projects... sukek skali~ hehehe +giggles+ ma dateline will be later in the evening at 5pm! and im done wahahaha +evil laugh+ i hope all ma effort and hard work will be paid off... nanak fail agi please.... (been telling that to maself lately) i dunno y? +shrugs+ but i guess i've been failing tats y... no mattuh whut... i wannuh do ma best this sem... nanak slack agi... wannuh noe whut... i cant believe the fact that im in year 2 sem 2 now... time flies i guess... argh... tired!! ma eyes is killing me... im acting like a zombie now typing this entry wee~ hahaha k peeps gotta go now ciao...

peace one love

:: the end of haphazardness ::

2005-02-21T10:14:00.000-08:00

holla peepz... i shall start off ma new entry with a sigh of relief +smack ma forehead+ hehehe... openhouse is over... finally... its been a tiring week previously, been busy with dikir and school projects!! ma god... i managed to pull it thru... i amazed maself +winks+ the openhouse? how shud i comment on it? a good job well done i suppose... hehehe yeah! sukek! i was contented with the new PST... wee~ we managed to pull a tremendous show without the help of seniors... next will be the pentas in April... i guess... been busy till i neglect the person i loved most... +plead guilty+ i'm sowie dear... yuh bet im dead tied after all those trainings... but all the effort and sweats put in is well paid off... no regrets at all... now is Hikayat Competition on 27th February 2005... i dun tink i will be committing tat much to the trainings... i cant afford to i think... hehehe sowie ye... tats all fer now +winks+

peace one love

:: life ::

2005-02-13T09:09:00.000-08:00

"It is not length of life, but depth of life."

yuh agree with the qoute above? i certainly did... +winks+ its not how long yuh will be staying alive on earth but what yuh ought to do to make it the one yuh will appreciate... truthfully... i've been taking advantage of life... been wasting it in fact fer the past few years... i dun tink i have achieve anything in life yet... i hope... one day i will... +pray ta god+ but of coz... yuh cant get all yuh cant get wat u yearn fer in life... however.. work hard fer it no mattuh whut is it...life is not only about yuhself but also the peeps ard yuh... we shud accept any changes in life no matter whether its fer the bettuh or vice versa... mebbe God wants tat individual to change and us to accept it... mebbe? who noes? trying ma best to accept fer who tat individual is... i really do... as a fren i ought to... +winks+ life has a great meaning within... but fer now i am contented with my life... the peeps and my beloved ones around me is what i need to complete ma life... ma life cant be complete without them... but fer those who have been coming in or out of ma life... thanks fer being in ma life... tats all fer now yuh... taking care...

peace one love

:: wonderful PST ::

2005-02-12T10:55:00.000-08:00

tired? mebbe... but yuh got to do what yuh ought to do i guess... been busy with TP's Openhouse 2005... tell yuh guys smth... ma bros (ah'bie & ah'dan) have been werking their arses off to put up a good show... Panjy main comm will be coming down... truthfully im confident tat we can make it... darn happy with the manpower of Panjy Sry Temasek currently... the newbies are great... better?? i hope so... but it doesn't matter i guess... coz with the sufficient manpower and the correct mindset, we can go far... real far i bet yuh guys... the next comp will be hikayat then comes the khatulistiwa... wow! my life is just evolving around dikir barat... +wipe ma sweats off+ but the effort will be paid off... i guess... whutever it is, it been a great pleasure to train with the new Pst +cross fingers??+ muahahaha kidding yuh... aiight then... fer now, peace out...

peace one love

:: the comeback i suppose ::

2005-02-12T10:49:00.000-08:00

the comeback of me in bloggy world... there is no particular reason to y i create a bloggy again... hmmm put tat aside fer now... feel great tat i have a bloggy again... this time it will last... khekre wee~ i hope so at least hehehe.. dun give up on me guys... ok lah tats all fer now peeps taking care yuh...

peace one love